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[20 Jun 2006|12:38am]
Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||||||| 66%
Stability |||||||||| 40%
Orderliness |||||||||||||| 56%
Accommodation |||||| 30%
Interdependence |||||||||||| 50%
Intellectual |||||||||||| 43%
Mystical |||||||||| 36%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Religious |||||||||||| 50%
Hedonism |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Materialism |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Narcissism |||||||||||| 43%
Adventurousness |||||||||||| 50%
Work ethic |||||| 30%
Self absorbed |||||||||||||| 56%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||||||| 70%
Need to dominate |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Romantic |||||||||||||| 56%
Avoidant |||||||||||||||| 70%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Wealth |||||||||||||||| 70%
Dependency |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Change averse |||||||||||||||| 70%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||| 63%
Individuality |||||||||||||| 56%
Sexuality |||||||||| 36%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Physical security |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Physical Fitness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Histrionic |||||||||||||||| 70%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Vanity |||||||||||||||| 70%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||| 70%
Female cliche |||||||||||| 43%
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[08 Nov 2005|07:20pm]
[ music | Carrie Underwood-Before He Cheats ]

New look

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Kanye [06 Nov 2005|06:25pm]
Going to see Kanye tonight...should be fun...right...correction...it WAS AMAZING!!!! Great seats, great company, great time!!
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Cool [19 Aug 2005|11:42pm]
[ mood | anxious ]
[ music | The Click Five-Just The Girl ]

So how proud is everyone of me lol...I have finally learned how to use the tools in photoshop to make things that are more than just pre-existing pics!!

Read more... )

Let me know what you all think!

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KELLY CLARKSON IS BANANAS!!! B-A-N-A-N-A-S!!!! [01 May 2005|02:33pm]
[ mood | chipper ]
[ music | The Entire Kelly Clarkson Album! ]

OH MY GAH!!! Sorry, I just have to say that Kelly Clarkson is hands down the most incredible live performer EVER!! Its one thing to not like her cd, but when you see her live, there is no way of denying how good she really is! I just want to go back and see her again, and again, and AGAIN!!! Sorry you had to know that was coming...

Anyway if you go to Temple you are tired of hearing this story already, but if you don't then listen and be riveted...So the concert was amazing, Behind These Hazel Eyes was definitely the best song of the night, hands down!! That was until the security guard took my new camera and refused to give it back for anything...I eventually got it back but had to give him my memory card...its cool, it was the one that came with the camera, and I am getting a new on when I go home anyway...so no harm really...

Anyway, the most amazing part of the night had to be the moment I had with Kelly. Some might say that it wasn't anything, and that she wasn't even lookin at me, but I swear she was. We were waving our arms on the beat at the same instance as she looked right at me, and then as she turned she smiled as I pointed to her. It was great, and I will remember it forever even if she doesn't. I can't put into words how amazing the whole night was, and I can't wait to go see her again this summer!!

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[19 Apr 2005|04:06pm]
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Miracles Do HAPPEN [12 Apr 2005|01:03pm]
[ mood | shocked ]
[ music | Kelly Clarkson-The Thrill is Gone ]

So I have this History class that I absolutely loathe, you go in there, write a paper, she gives it back and the best you can do is seriously a B. I mean as of late my highest grade in the class was an 87!! I mean hello, I am Peter...that is just not acceptable!!! OK so on to the point...so I wrote this paper the other day on Harriet Jacob's "Incidents in the Life of a Slave Girl", which I of course didn't read!! Anyway, the paper was crap and I wasn't very happy with it when I handed it in...but...I get it back today and I got a fuckin 95!!! How amazing is that!!! A-/B+ here I come!!!

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Thank GOD!!! [07 Apr 2005|04:51pm]
[ mood | grateful ]
[ music | Kelly Clarkson-Since U Been Gone ]

Oh thank the Lord this day is over!! We got our room next year...hooray for S413!!! I can't wait that is gonna be so great...atleast next year I won't be living with the two-faced asshole who hates me for no good reason...you know who you are...

ANYWAY, sorry to everyone for being such a huge spaz about this whole thing...I mean I just get so worked about things that I have no control over!! 18 days of classes, 6 days til Gabe Dixon at the World Cafe!! 23 days til Kelly, 13 days til I find out if I am going to meet Kelly in 23 days...I have countdowns for everything!! I love countdowns, they remind me of cara lol!!! On top of everything, it is SOOOO nice outside...I AM IN SHORTS AND A T-SHIRT!!!

Life is good, all is right with the world as of now...lets do a shot!

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[14 Mar 2005|03:57pm]
Long Time Comin...even MORE Kelly!!!

PREVIEW:

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Breakaway )
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I STILL CANT BELIEVE IT!!!!! [26 Feb 2005|02:28pm]
[ mood | excited ]
[ music | Kelly Clarkson-Since You Been Gone ]

So how amazing is this,
I go online to buy Kelly Clarkson tickets during the internet presale, and I was so upset because I was getting absolutely nothing!! And then when I finally got 6th row, I was too stupid and I ended up not getting them!!! That left it open to the general sale...ten roles around and I am on my computer...I look for the best orchestra seats and come up with like the last row...and then OUT OF NOWHERE, BY THE GRACE OF GOD, I GET FRONT ROW!!!!! I am still reeling from it!! Most of you probably dont care, and most of you, I probably told, but I am just SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO pumped, 4/30/05 is gonna be the best day ever!!!!!!

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OoOoO [18 Feb 2005|03:55pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]
[ music | Kelly Clarkson-SUBG (one of my many versions) ]

HOW EXCITED AM I!?!? Kelly Clarkson is coming to Philadelphia in April, and I get to see her live for the third time!!!!!!!!!!!

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WTF!? [13 Feb 2005|02:15am]
So it is officially my birthday and I am 19...wow that seemed really old when I was 4 and it seems even older now...I thought when you got to this point in your life you were supposed to have everything figured out...which I now know isnt true...

I mean what the hell am I doing with my life that is so amazing and worthwhile...I mean I can take pictures and do interesting things with them in Photoshop, so what? I mean, when I always thought of "My Career" I always imagined that I would be doing something that was really gonna matter and make some sort of impact...laugh all you want but I really want to act...I want to act, but I'm afraid to. I think that I have this amazing dream of this fabulous life built up in my head that I am going to be rich and famous and marry Kelly Clarkson, that if I try at it, and fail...then that's it...I can never get that dream back, and there is nothing left for me. Call it delusions of grandeur, call it whatever you want...I think I finally discovered my biggest fear...not being known and being alone.

I really dont think I want to be a graphic designer...

I really dont think I want to be in college...

I really dont think I know what it is I do want...

God I am so melodramatic! I was born to be an actor...I think I just need to bite the bullet and do it, because I really dont think that I will be happy doing anything else...

Edit: Ok...I really must be homesick...I almost just started crying over the birthday cake my mom brought me!! I think I need to go home...that's right I miss my mommy!!
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10 New Clarkson Icons!! [09 Feb 2005|07:51pm]
[ mood | artistic ]
[ music | Kelly Clarkson-You Found Me ]

Ok sorry I haven't updated in a while, but I made some new Kelly icons:

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...take a risk )

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[27 Jan 2005|10:22am]
Been a while since I updated, but alot has happened!! We are now back at Temple...yay!! I missed everyone, but I miss everyone from home more now than ever. We had a blizzard the other day and we went sledding on cafeteria trays!! Good times, good times...

Ok well anyway I have some new icons for everyone as well so if you like em use em and if not, well screw you!!
6 Phantom of the Opera
7 Kelly Clarkson
3 O.C.
4 Miscellaneous

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Inside my Mind... )
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New PTO Icons!! [02 Jan 2005|12:07am]
[ mood | accomplished ]
[ music | Emmy Rossum-Phantom of the Opera ]

So I went to see the new Phantom of the Opera with Emmy Rossum, and it was incredible!! I can't stop thinking about it...That being said, I have found the need to create some new icons that I am gonna put up here so that people can use them if they want...some of them are pretty good if I do say so myself! Brushes are all from Thia

Here is a preview:

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More )

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Finals [13 Dec 2004|11:20pm]
[ mood | nerdy ]
[ music | James Taylor-Fire and Rain ]

So Finals are here...which if you go to Temple you already know! Can you guys believe that we have actually gone through our first semester of college already! I'll tell you what, when I was younger this is not how I pictured college, but I like it. In being here I have learned to make the best of what I have been given. I mean I don't need NYU to get a good education, and it will always be there if I want it. Heck, people who are there don't even want to be there! I am completely satisfied with how this whole college decision thing turned out, because in the end it was the right thing to do. I sound like such an adult!!! Seriously when did we all become so old!

Anyway back to finals. I spent all weekend working on my Architecture Lecture final, and it turns out that I am really quite proud of it, even though I despise the class!! I think my mom was right, if I had a great teacher I may have become the greatest architect in the world, but you know what I didn't, and I think that this and all things happen for a reason, so I am willing to roll with it, and take whatever comes next! I took my French final today and I went into panic mode when I first got in there and so I thought I didn't know anything...but it turns out that I'm just a douchebag that needs to settle down and concentrate! So I think I got an A in the class...I think I am getting an A in all my classes! Which would be awesome...does that mean that I will be ranked first in the class??? OMG! I am the Temple Pat Knerr!! I am SO Smart!!!

I also have a new icon that I REALLY like...which I'm sure everyone else does too...especially those who don't appreciate beautiful breasts coming together as God intended them to. I thought though that I would go from one ho to another because, Kelly is now going the slutty route, which I love!!

Ok well if I don't post this in time...Everyone have a VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! I am sure I will post again before then...but hey you never know, I could become inundated with hot chicks and not have time for such things as trivial as livejournal!

-Pete

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Anxiously Waiting the Holidays [03 Dec 2004|01:05am]
[ mood | anxious ]
[ music | Skye Sweetnam-Tangled Up In Me ]

I have never been so excited for Christmas in my life!! I just can't wait to go downtown and see everything decorated and festive...it's gonna be really beautiful! I also can't wait to go shopping this weekend...but I know that I am just gonna spend more money than I can afford to. Anyway, things are good, but I really just need this semester to be over! I have so much shit to do before winter break its not even funny, and I just can't wait for it to get done! I really just despise the classes that I am in right now and I really need some sort of change in this monotony! Anyway, stay real everyone...and for those of you at home...I'll see you soon! This time we all better hang out like EVERY NIGHT!!

Oh btw, I got the new Kelly Clarkson CD, "Breakaway" and it is absolutely incredible! Its like real music, not the usual pop shit the other "idols" like Gay Aiken are putting out...so I suggest you go buy it!!

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TURKEY DAY!!! [26 Nov 2004|02:39am]
[ mood | contemplative ]
[ music | Kelly Clarkson-Hear Me ]

HAPPY TURKEY DAY TO EVERYONE WHEREVER YOU ARE!!!

I will leave you with just one thought this holiday...How much easier would life be if you knew exactly what it is you wanted out of it?

I had a conversation with my father tonight where we actually shared exactly what we were feeling...I have NEVER had that before with him. It was mostly me venting, but it was the first time I have felt comfortable enough in myself and in him to actually do that, and that means ALOT...maybe I really am growing up...

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AHHHH!!! [21 Nov 2004|02:12am]
[ mood | optimistic ]
[ music | Kelly Clarkson-Behind These Hazel Eyes ]

Ok so you know before...the other day when I told you all that I was miserable...well I am SO much better now. I wanna thank Laura especially for ensuring me that I am in fact not boring and or annoying! Who would've thunk that one drunken night would result in so much clarity? Certainly not me. School is going well, but I still really need this semester to be over, because these classes are killing me! I hope that I can get outta here on Tuesday night, because waiting til Wednesday is just not an option for me @ this point. Before I wanted Thanksgiving break, but now I realize that I NEED Thanksgiving! I just need a break from class, a break from people, and a break from Temple all together.

I haven't really made this that well known to anyone but myself, but I am still considering transferring. Not necessarily to NYU anymore, but just somewhere else. I just feel so stupid here sometimes and I know that I am not being challenged nearly enough. Don't get me wrong, I mean I really love the people here, and Temple is a great school...I just don't know if it is the right school for me. God I wish that I was Donnie Darko at this point so that I could just see the path that I am meant to take in my life so that I don't have to worry about this kinda shit anymore!! It has just become so consuming and it really shouldn't.

Whatever!! This sucks lol!! But I promise I am 100% better...be assured of that!

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School [17 Nov 2004|11:29pm]
[ mood | drained ]
[ music | Kelly Clarkson-Since U Been Gone ]

Seriously...everyone needs to stop asking me if I am ok!!! One away message does not constitute this much concern. To be completely honest, when I'm here I feel as though a part of me is missing...I'm not sure exactly what part that is...but whatever it is I really do miss it. I think that I just need this time off over the break to think about things. I feel as though everyone has adjusted so well, and I feel as though my personality has become boring to the people here. I can't keep having the same conversations about the same thing, doing the same thing day after day! It is seriously driving me absolutely crazy!!!!

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